I am in a room filled with people. I am there with two other women and I don’t think I know very many people. I watch but don’t really engage with anyone. The two women I came with are very involved with each other and I feel like a third … Read more
I hated being at the farm, hated how it felt when I went there, hated how it made me feel even after I left. I couldn’t completely shake those feelings, no matter how hard I partied or worked or studied. Nothing worked to stop those feelings from creeping in. Doubt, … Read more
Trauma recovery is not for the faint of heart. Not for me, and not for the people who love me. My healing journey may repulse readers. Nobody wants to know about bad things happening. It’s easier to pretend it doesn’t exist or that it only happens to other families. The … Read more